i.n.t.r.a.p.e.r.s.o.n.a.l

HI....
actually im tired today...
tired pretend im happy as usual..
tired attend my class..
tired with my friends..
and my heart felt so so so dying...
and......
today i need to choose..
there will be a trip this weekend to Batu Hampar with my college so i can chill and have fun in there..
but i already promise with someone too this weekend...
im going to see her and that moment will give me a truly happiness..
but...yeah...i really miss her right now...
2 days without contact each other...
so what should i choose?
hey,its ok...i don't want your opinion..
i just asking myself...
just like my lecturer said, "we have to communicate with ourself so we can be a good listener and can solve any problem that coming....."
Well,after i finished my "kompang" class today,i went home..
Along the way,i talked to myself..
so this was my conversation..
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|Me : what i've done?
|Myself : u should ask yourself
|Me : yeaaa...i'm asking you right now!
|Myself : maybe she had a problem right now..so u need to give her some time to cool down..
|Me : come on..i'm here ok?i can help by listen to her problem and try to solve..
|Myself : maybe this is her personal problem...so she can't discuss this problem with u..
|Me : maybe...or maybe i do something that make she mad like now..?
|Myself : u already asked her about this right?
|Me : yes i do..and she told me its nothing..
|Myself : so?believed her and just wait ok?
|Me : yea...i really missed her..2 days i try call and text but there's no answer..
|Myself : hey dude! it just 2 days...u waited 2 years to got her love right?so just be patient ok?
|Me : ok...i'll try my best.....
|Myself : that's my boy...hahahaha...
|Me : i want to be the best man for her..
|Myself : then u should try be from now!
|Me : but i don't know how...
|Myself : ok,first u should be a good muslim...
|Me : why?
|Myself : if u have strong religious beliefs,u will be a good man in your life and for her too...
|Me : owh...thats right...
|Myself : i know u can...
|Me : yea...thanks dude...
|Myself : we are one right?
|Myself : hahaha...yea...i forgot about that...=P
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so when i think deep in my heart, i need to be more good than now...
in these 2 days i've wait for u...and im gonna wait because i love u deeply,honestly and mostly..
and i choose to waiting for u and will be wait until u ready...=)


~luna